Joy

Dear Diary,

Have you ever wondered why in the world we're in this world? I constantly go back and forth in this in my mind everday... Whether in W's van... To math class.

Here's a hint: whenever I'm really quiet or staring into space, I'm thinkin' 'bout it.

I've been abandoned a lot recently and wish that my life would reverse and I could go back to where there wasn't a care in the world!!

But you have to be aware that there are reasons to stay in this time!! Ways for you to find joy in this very moment!!

See, I'll start. I love my Pokémon!! That's probably the only reason I get up on Saturdays... But after the show ends, I'm asleep again...

Then there is my friends: LG, Destiny, Perfectionist, Uncle A, and even Nel, who, when gets mad, GETS MAD!! They keep me awake during classes. (where I'd rather much be asleep...)

There is no reason for you to live in the past. My friend, Destiny, just lost a friendship she realized she didn't want in the first place!! Leisa wasn't worth it. And yet, she's more content knowing she let go; just let it be how it was gonna end anyways. Plus, she already has new friends for the joy!!

If you already haven't, please read the post, "Beautiful". It is a message to all of ya'll...

Please pray for my friendships to heal, because with every word, W and I are falling farther away.

Oh, and for LG to get better. ;))

Love ya'll,

*•The Real Me•*
"Sometimes God puts incidents in our lives in hopes you will turn to Him in your despair. What God allows in your life is always for a purpose." - Kat Baker

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9:47 AM