This is Me

Dear Diary,

I need some help and need y'all to email me immediately after reading this.

My friend, Mackenzie's, birthday party is tomorrow, and we have to come dressed like ourselves with who we really are and stuff.

Kenz told me to wear the purple "Luv 4 Fashion" shirt I wore on my birthday...

But here's my confession: I don't wanna be a designer; a like clothes and like to mix-match them, but I would never want them as a living!!

Fashion is just a statement for me; it was never me in the first place!! People know me for what like I act to be, barely any of my friends have EVER seen my true self; Alex and A are the only ones who have seen my heart...

I honestly like the shirt, but... It's not me...

I need y'all to email or text me what I should do.

And here's my other problem; the talent show is also tomorrow and Mackenzie also thought I should do designer stuff. Again, was that ever the real me?

I love to dance, and really enjoy it, but no one knows the me that dances except my family. I wanna dance instead of "design", but... No one really gets me!! Plus, Kamm has "apparently" seen better with her friend Sara...

Sometimes I just want to yell out to the world: THAT'S NOT ME!! THIS IS ME.
Then make a list of who I really am.


Like... The one below.

• Pokémon Addict
• Love Predictor
• Sensitive
• Editor
• Doesn't Really Like Purses
• Easily Annoyed
• Tired of the Drama
• Scared to be Hurt Again
• Not What She Seems

……… I know... I'm not at all who I appeared to be. When Kenzie talked about fourth grade about Pokémon, Hartley, Nelly, and I and said it was "weird", it really... Really did hurt.

I would put some more about my outlook on W, but apparently she reads this more than anyone and it would make her feel even worse.

Please do contact me as soon as possible.

I want my carefree life back...

Missing Much,

*•The Real Me•*

"I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not." - Kurt Cobain