More Beautiful You

Dear Diary,

*cue music*

"little girl fourteen flipping through a magazine
says she wants to look that way
but her hair isn't straight her body isn't fake
and she's always felt over weight.

Well little girl fourteen I wish that you could see
that beauty is within your heart
and you were made with such care your skin your body and you hair
are perfect just the way they are.

[chorus]
there could never be a more beautiful you
don't buy the lies disguises and hoops they make you jump through
you are made to fill a purpose that only you could do
so there could never be a more beautiful you."


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Hey everyone...

Every time I read this, it makes me feel happy... Sorta, away from the world.

I'm really sorry, everyone!! I've been stuck so deep in my own misery that I could barely see my own hand in front of my face!!!

But I do need y'all's help right now. So we're clear W DOES know about all this, right?

Uhh... I think I may become a Dancing Diva instead of a Repeat member...

Wait!! I mean, I don't mean it like that!!

You see, lately W has been acting as if this wasn't important to her. And I've been wanting to do this; I haven't danced in front of a crowd since two years ago...

Adding on, Dallas and Dude are HER friends; they were never mine. The three of them are awesome... I'm not.

Although I may not be dancing.

LG, I REALLY need your opinion here. W, you too. Check your emails for a recording of me singing I sent you.

I really want honest answers here. Can I sing or not?

Looking at the lyrics, I don't need to be popular to be in God's perfect plan. I even learned that from Kat!! Thanks, Kat, by the way.

All of y'all helped me in my hardest times even without knowing it and I can't thank you enough.

I love you guys and want you to remember you are more beautiful then ever. Outside, and in.

See y'all tomorrow (or Monday, depending when you read it),

MCP @>--