Dear Diary,
Ok, so I admit I've already done this through email, but I honest-to-goodnessly think no one even CARED about that email. Ok, maybe dear Kat, but nobody else besides her.
Look, I'm serious here. As serious as when I feel like an outsider with Dude and W (and that's dead serious!!) Btw, speaking of W and Dude, that's tomorrow's post.
Yeah, you heard me!
Sunny's off of her vacation!!!!!
Over the weekend, I realized that I can't stay inside my shell forever. Growing is changing and everybody needs change every once in a while. Also, life just wouldn't be right without Random Ramblings there, and EVERYBODY should know that!! I'm really sorry I let ya'll down. I guess I just let my emotions get the best of me.
As you've read from LG's latest post, Random Ramble... Is going to be demolished soon...
So this is where all my friends and fellow followers take a stand!!
I dare you to move! It's your job to make sure that doesn't happen! Comment and email! It needs to be done, and someone needs to do it.
This is something that needs to be done everday. From a simple compliment, to a long validation you could make someone's day just like that.
Please do what's needed and do it now!!!
Do it for me.
Yours,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Just do it."
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Sunday, February 12, 2012
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Nervousness...
Dear Diary,
Nervousness... Nervousness...
*bites nails*
Umm... Explanation? The MMS (my middle school) Talent Show Auditions is already a few days away, and I'm TOTALLY FREAKING OUT!!!!!
W and I are singing to an awesome song called Live Like There's No Tomorrow.
Check it out!
It's an awesome song and all that, but how the heck am I supposed to sing in front of hundreds of people?!?!?!
I can barely Stand up the courage to sing for auditions!!!
Please help me!
Nervousness... Nervousness...
To be continued... Where hopefully I'll still have my nails...
*•The Secret Source•*
"Nervousness..."
Nervousness... Nervousness...
*bites nails*
Umm... Explanation? The MMS (my middle school) Talent Show Auditions is already a few days away, and I'm TOTALLY FREAKING OUT!!!!!
W and I are singing to an awesome song called Live Like There's No Tomorrow.
Check it out!
It's an awesome song and all that, but how the heck am I supposed to sing in front of hundreds of people?!?!?!
I can barely Stand up the courage to sing for auditions!!!
Please help me!
Nervousness... Nervousness...
To be continued... Where hopefully I'll still have my nails...
*•The Secret Source•*
"Nervousness..."
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
"Add Your Name Here"-Itis
Dear Diary,
Today was a half day since it was the first of the month, as ya'll should know.
Today we had Schedule B so we had our last eh, 4 periods? So that means we had art!!!
Art is our last class (Perfectionist, Hail, Nel, LG, and I, I mean). As normal, Nel is painting on someone, Hail is WAY ahead, LG is talkin' bout something with Perfectionist, Perfectionist is laughing her guts out, and I'm sitting with Nel trying to catch up.
One day we were working on a ton of value (pretty much shading) and the way Perfectionist holds her pencil, she got a bunch of smeared pencil lead on that one side of her right hand for like, however long she was doing that project.
Nel, LG, and I (not Hail, like I said she barely talks) started calling it a horrible disease known as "Perfectionist-itis". And it stuck like that.
Two, three projects later, we had to use paint for a project needing black, white, the rainbow, and any colors in between. The first phase was the black and white, and the second was the rainbow colors.
So anyway, apparently Perfectionist said she hated the color pink, and Nel was in her "I'm exited enough to do stuff to you" mood and she was on phase two. I just happened to be on phase one, and Nel stole some white from my paint tray, mixing it with some of her red.
Voila! Pink.
Guess what happened next?
Yeh, Nel started painting Perfectionist.
Alas, the day the disease "Nellie-itis" was discovered!
Yeah. And that's a normal day in art!!
So whatever you seem to do, accident or on purpose, creates some sort of disease-itis.
*sigh* I love my friends.
Until the next art class,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Nel, stop painting me!!"
Actually Posted at 7:31 PM
Today was a half day since it was the first of the month, as ya'll should know.
Today we had Schedule B so we had our last eh, 4 periods? So that means we had art!!!
Art is our last class (Perfectionist, Hail, Nel, LG, and I, I mean). As normal, Nel is painting on someone, Hail is WAY ahead, LG is talkin' bout something with Perfectionist, Perfectionist is laughing her guts out, and I'm sitting with Nel trying to catch up.
One day we were working on a ton of value (pretty much shading) and the way Perfectionist holds her pencil, she got a bunch of smeared pencil lead on that one side of her right hand for like, however long she was doing that project.
Nel, LG, and I (not Hail, like I said she barely talks) started calling it a horrible disease known as "Perfectionist-itis". And it stuck like that.
Two, three projects later, we had to use paint for a project needing black, white, the rainbow, and any colors in between. The first phase was the black and white, and the second was the rainbow colors.
So anyway, apparently Perfectionist said she hated the color pink, and Nel was in her "I'm exited enough to do stuff to you" mood and she was on phase two. I just happened to be on phase one, and Nel stole some white from my paint tray, mixing it with some of her red.
Voila! Pink.
Guess what happened next?
Yeh, Nel started painting Perfectionist.
Alas, the day the disease "Nellie-itis" was discovered!
Yeah. And that's a normal day in art!!
So whatever you seem to do, accident or on purpose, creates some sort of disease-itis.
*sigh* I love my friends.
Until the next art class,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Nel, stop painting me!!"
Actually Posted at 7:31 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2012
LG
Dear Diary,
Hey. I miss LG and her amazing, out of control posts. Anyone else with me?
I mean, I'm not mad or anything, but I miss waiting for her crazy posts to appear a few minutes after mine...
The Austin & Ally's remind of her, too. I was gonna watch the new one tonight, but we got home late from a Bible study, and mum wouldn't let me. I bet'cha she watched it AND loved it!! I wish I know what happened...
Who knows where our beloved LG went...
This incredibly short post is dedicated to LG, who I hope reads this and assures me she didn't die and didn't get wiped off the face of the earth.
(Hey! Her words not mine!!)
See ya'll tomorrow before first period!
She who doesn't want to go to school tomorrow,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Missing LG..."
Actually posted at: 9:08 PM
Hey. I miss LG and her amazing, out of control posts. Anyone else with me?
I mean, I'm not mad or anything, but I miss waiting for her crazy posts to appear a few minutes after mine...
The Austin & Ally's remind of her, too. I was gonna watch the new one tonight, but we got home late from a Bible study, and mum wouldn't let me. I bet'cha she watched it AND loved it!! I wish I know what happened...
Who knows where our beloved LG went...
This incredibly short post is dedicated to LG, who I hope reads this and assures me she didn't die and didn't get wiped off the face of the earth.
(Hey! Her words not mine!!)
See ya'll tomorrow before first period!
She who doesn't want to go to school tomorrow,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Missing LG..."
Actually posted at: 9:08 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Book Reports, Crushes, and Sighs of Relief
Dear Diary,
Yeah. Title sorta gives out today's talkabout. Btw, is that even a word?
First of all, book reports. Who remembers back in ol' second grade where we did our cereal box project? At least I think that was second grade. Coulda' been third.
Anyway, that's what Ann spent the whole day doing. She's one uh those last minute people. It's due Tuesday (W & I's Friendiversary) and we got bible study tomorrow.
So then there's the process of writing a rough draft, making a final one, then drawing the dang picture. Who remembers that?
(I!!)
It was like, 12 pm, and I just woke up. (who also does this??) Mom made me get out of bed for one reason:
To proofread Ann's paper.
Ugh, ikr!! Just because I'm in English Honors, doesn't mean I have to do English-honor-y stuff at home!!!
Then, like, two hours later, she made me get off my iPod and help her with the drawing!!! And here's the thing,
She didn't even draw it!! Mom and I drew it for her then she colored it in!!
*sighs* Atleast I get allowance for helping...
Oh! So remember how LG mentiined she's in my actual diary?
She is.
And, I got something else to admit...
I kinda sorta maybe have a teensy wittle tiny (why am I talking like this?) crush on someone.
*cue 500 gasps here*
Yeh, ikr.
LG (in diary form) learned today and started panicking. I actually wrote it pretty funny today, so if I ever tell you, (which I really doubt) I'll have to write a post on what the diary said... LG in diary form is half surprised half mad at me...
I can see why, since I kept stalling for like, ev!!!
Lastly, we got a sigh of relief.
*sighs in relief*
You better believe it.
Today my mom found out I had a blog. It was actually pretty obvious since I kept dropping huge hints so I wouldn't get in trouble, but she did find out. And my sigh told you something:
... She wasn't mad!!!
Although I got the normal parent conversation of you know, the "don't post pics or say your real name" and stuff like that.
I'm actually pretty happy now that she knows.
(I'm alot happier that she said she wasn't gonna read it. She'd freak out at the things I say on here)
Well, it's getting late and I'm tired although my 12 pm sleep.
See ya'll tomorrow (LG, I'm expecting a post!!!!),
*•The Secret Source•*
"Hey! No saying ANYTHING about crushes unless you know me really well (Perfectionist and Uncle A)!!!
Actually Posted at: 10:42 PM
Yeah. Title sorta gives out today's talkabout. Btw, is that even a word?
First of all, book reports. Who remembers back in ol' second grade where we did our cereal box project? At least I think that was second grade. Coulda' been third.
Anyway, that's what Ann spent the whole day doing. She's one uh those last minute people. It's due Tuesday (W & I's Friendiversary) and we got bible study tomorrow.
So then there's the process of writing a rough draft, making a final one, then drawing the dang picture. Who remembers that?
(I!!)
It was like, 12 pm, and I just woke up. (who also does this??) Mom made me get out of bed for one reason:
To proofread Ann's paper.
Ugh, ikr!! Just because I'm in English Honors, doesn't mean I have to do English-honor-y stuff at home!!!
Then, like, two hours later, she made me get off my iPod and help her with the drawing!!! And here's the thing,
She didn't even draw it!! Mom and I drew it for her then she colored it in!!
*sighs* Atleast I get allowance for helping...
Oh! So remember how LG mentiined she's in my actual diary?
She is.
And, I got something else to admit...
I kinda sorta maybe have a teensy wittle tiny (why am I talking like this?) crush on someone.
*cue 500 gasps here*
Yeh, ikr.
LG (in diary form) learned today and started panicking. I actually wrote it pretty funny today, so if I ever tell you, (which I really doubt) I'll have to write a post on what the diary said... LG in diary form is half surprised half mad at me...
I can see why, since I kept stalling for like, ev!!!
Lastly, we got a sigh of relief.
*sighs in relief*
You better believe it.
Today my mom found out I had a blog. It was actually pretty obvious since I kept dropping huge hints so I wouldn't get in trouble, but she did find out. And my sigh told you something:
... She wasn't mad!!!
Although I got the normal parent conversation of you know, the "don't post pics or say your real name" and stuff like that.
I'm actually pretty happy now that she knows.
(I'm alot happier that she said she wasn't gonna read it. She'd freak out at the things I say on here)
Well, it's getting late and I'm tired although my 12 pm sleep.
See ya'll tomorrow (LG, I'm expecting a post!!!!),
*•The Secret Source•*
"Hey! No saying ANYTHING about crushes unless you know me really well (Perfectionist and Uncle A)!!!
Actually Posted at: 10:42 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Hot 'n Cold
Dear Diary,
Today I had my up and downs like every normal day... It kinda reminds me of the song Hot 'n Cold by Katy Perry!! Here's my explanation:
Hot: Early to school and chatting with friends
Cold: LG not being here 'cuz she's sick :(((
Yes: No taco from Pierce today!!!
No: Ugh, 30 flashcards? You gotta be kidding me!!
In: Ha! First to get the oreo from Perfectionist!
Out: Playa throws more nasty comments...
Wrong: Still behind in art...
Right: V Perfectionist has a new name: A Perfectionist!!!
Black: Left iPod touch at McDonald's, got in trouble. not allowed to bring iPod to school!!!!
White: W knows 'bout Friendiversary!!!
(I just hope I sidn't offend her or anything)
So that was my day!! Now do you see why I thought of that song?
If your new to my blog, go to the right where it says archive, and press or click 2012 then scroll ALLLL the way down to the first post and learn how it all started!!
Until next time,
*cues Hot 'n Cold music and starts dancing*
*•The Secret Source•*
"Dance!!"
Actually Posted at 7:40 PM
Today I had my up and downs like every normal day... It kinda reminds me of the song Hot 'n Cold by Katy Perry!! Here's my explanation:
Hot: Early to school and chatting with friends
Cold: LG not being here 'cuz she's sick :(((
Yes: No taco from Pierce today!!!
No: Ugh, 30 flashcards? You gotta be kidding me!!
In: Ha! First to get the oreo from Perfectionist!
Out: Playa throws more nasty comments...
Wrong: Still behind in art...
Right: V Perfectionist has a new name: A Perfectionist!!!
Black: Left iPod touch at McDonald's, got in trouble. not allowed to bring iPod to school!!!!
White: W knows 'bout Friendiversary!!!
(I just hope I sidn't offend her or anything)
So that was my day!! Now do you see why I thought of that song?
If your new to my blog, go to the right where it says archive, and press or click 2012 then scroll ALLLL the way down to the first post and learn how it all started!!
Until next time,
*cues Hot 'n Cold music and starts dancing*
*•The Secret Source•*
"Dance!!"
Actually Posted at 7:40 PM
Monday, January 23, 2012
Farther and Farther Away...
Dear Diary,
Sometimes I think I have an on/off bf. I mean, I can't add the last f because it means forever and I just said on and off.
In real life, I wuz just talking really fast so I'm glad this is being typed...
"Artwork" is still echoing, and everyday seems as if we're getting farther away...
W and I, I mean.
Today I barely talked to her. Just V Perfectionist, LG, and lil' quiet Hail.
Hail barely ever speaks and I think she talks to me more than W does!!
What really hits me hard, though, is that our made-up (I say that because we don't know the official date) Best Friendiversary is coming up on the 31st and I'm not even sure if W knows about it or even thought about it!!!!!
I try hard not to be selfish with W with other people (besides Dude with that I don't care) but when I don't be, I'm like invisible and W's always with Amester or Kat!!
It hurts like betrayal, and boy, do I know what that feels like!! This is probably worst!
I'm livin' out second grade all over again... Except this one isn't interfering with my love life, that is...
I would tell W personally, but I know for a fact that I would cry if I do!! And I'm already low standards in my grade... Possibly the whole school, too...
Don't feel sorry for me, or embarressed of why you are reading something personal.
I mean, it's not like life could get any worse than it already is...
Although I have to admit I have five other awesome besties who would always be there for me, but they don't live in my neighborhood...
Crying in My Pillow Again,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Who's tired of the drama..."
Sometimes I think I have an on/off bf. I mean, I can't add the last f because it means forever and I just said on and off.
In real life, I wuz just talking really fast so I'm glad this is being typed...
"Artwork" is still echoing, and everyday seems as if we're getting farther away...
W and I, I mean.
Today I barely talked to her. Just V Perfectionist, LG, and lil' quiet Hail.
Hail barely ever speaks and I think she talks to me more than W does!!
What really hits me hard, though, is that our made-up (I say that because we don't know the official date) Best Friendiversary is coming up on the 31st and I'm not even sure if W knows about it or even thought about it!!!!!
I try hard not to be selfish with W with other people (besides Dude with that I don't care) but when I don't be, I'm like invisible and W's always with Amester or Kat!!
It hurts like betrayal, and boy, do I know what that feels like!! This is probably worst!
I'm livin' out second grade all over again... Except this one isn't interfering with my love life, that is...
I would tell W personally, but I know for a fact that I would cry if I do!! And I'm already low standards in my grade... Possibly the whole school, too...
Don't feel sorry for me, or embarressed of why you are reading something personal.
I mean, it's not like life could get any worse than it already is...
Although I have to admit I have five other awesome besties who would always be there for me, but they don't live in my neighborhood...
Crying in My Pillow Again,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Who's tired of the drama..."
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Life or Death
Dear Diary,
Today I'm gonna write responses to everyone since I didn't have much of an exiting day...
First, LG, you probably didn't give me much sicknesses mostly because I have a cold, not a fever. And... I guess that's it...
Secondly, The Writing Club by Ames sounds SO much cooler than sitting around for an hour and a half of waiting for my sister to finish dance. Dunno how we're gonna do it though...
Thirdly, PEOPLE!!! WHEN EMAILING A GROUP OF PEOPLE, USE REPLY ALL!!!!
Lastly, for me, this blog probably won't last... :((((
My parents are super overprotective, and I haven't told them about Dear Diary.com. They'll probably freak and tell me to stop making posts and stuff. Although they were pretty ok with when I had a website, but who knows now that I'm older!!! I was only in 4th grade when I did my first website!!! This website will either live or die...
It's a life or death situation!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry, I've always wanted to say that!
Well, I'm obviously bored so I'm gonna gonna play with some random apps.
Pray for me that my parents may be ok with it or not find out at all... Not sure what to do!!
Hate to Go Back to School Tomorrow,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Shh!!!!"
Today I'm gonna write responses to everyone since I didn't have much of an exiting day...
First, LG, you probably didn't give me much sicknesses mostly because I have a cold, not a fever. And... I guess that's it...
Secondly, The Writing Club by Ames sounds SO much cooler than sitting around for an hour and a half of waiting for my sister to finish dance. Dunno how we're gonna do it though...
Thirdly, PEOPLE!!! WHEN EMAILING A GROUP OF PEOPLE, USE REPLY ALL!!!!
Lastly, for me, this blog probably won't last... :((((
My parents are super overprotective, and I haven't told them about Dear Diary.com. They'll probably freak and tell me to stop making posts and stuff. Although they were pretty ok with when I had a website, but who knows now that I'm older!!! I was only in 4th grade when I did my first website!!! This website will either live or die...
It's a life or death situation!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry, I've always wanted to say that!
Well, I'm obviously bored so I'm gonna gonna play with some random apps.
Pray for me that my parents may be ok with it or not find out at all... Not sure what to do!!
Hate to Go Back to School Tomorrow,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Shh!!!!"
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Sicknesses, Friend Fusses, and dead lizards
Dear Diary,
Today I woke up and learned I got sick. Probably a collection and mixture of my friends'. My nose is super stuffy, I keep coughing, and I have a sore throat... It really stinks.
And then I still have this weird feeling on my hand...
So I was going through the junk we have at home for this organization called Jump 'n Jax where you bring stuff that you don't want and you bring it to this place where other people can buy it if they want. Its sorta like Goodwill, but more expensive and you get your stuff back if no one buys it.
Anyways, I was going through this huge cardboard box with a bunch a tossed stuff in it that was in the den/exercise room/library. I finally got to the bottom of it, and I wasn't really looking at it much. And then I pulled out something that I had no idea what it was. It was a skeleton of a dead lizard!!!
I repeat: A DEAD LIZARD SKELETON!!!!!!!!!
So I did what a normal person would do. I screamed and threw it across the room. Normal, right?
It was gross, and I kept panicking for like, three hours. It was GROSS!!
Save me.
But luckily, after yesterday's incident with Kat and W, I got to spend about an hour with W. I guess it's k, but that's what I thought last time when she was with Amester... "Artwork" is still echoing in my ears...
Sometimes I wonder if I'm like that to V Perfectionist. I gotta be more careful about that...
Speaking of being careful, LG you better watch what you say, woman!!!!! Jeez, my head hurts from yelling today...
I need rest!!! Too many thoughts hurt my brain.
Catcha' lata,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Shhh!!!"
Today I woke up and learned I got sick. Probably a collection and mixture of my friends'. My nose is super stuffy, I keep coughing, and I have a sore throat... It really stinks.
And then I still have this weird feeling on my hand...
So I was going through the junk we have at home for this organization called Jump 'n Jax where you bring stuff that you don't want and you bring it to this place where other people can buy it if they want. Its sorta like Goodwill, but more expensive and you get your stuff back if no one buys it.
Anyways, I was going through this huge cardboard box with a bunch a tossed stuff in it that was in the den/exercise room/library. I finally got to the bottom of it, and I wasn't really looking at it much. And then I pulled out something that I had no idea what it was. It was a skeleton of a dead lizard!!!
I repeat: A DEAD LIZARD SKELETON!!!!!!!!!
So I did what a normal person would do. I screamed and threw it across the room. Normal, right?
It was gross, and I kept panicking for like, three hours. It was GROSS!!
Save me.
But luckily, after yesterday's incident with Kat and W, I got to spend about an hour with W. I guess it's k, but that's what I thought last time when she was with Amester... "Artwork" is still echoing in my ears...
Sometimes I wonder if I'm like that to V Perfectionist. I gotta be more careful about that...
Speaking of being careful, LG you better watch what you say, woman!!!!! Jeez, my head hurts from yelling today...
I need rest!!! Too many thoughts hurt my brain.
Catcha' lata,
*•The Secret Source•*
"Shhh!!!"
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Starting Off Right
Hey ya'll! If your reading this, I probably know you well enough to trust you completely!
... You're lucky!!
This blog was created for me to share my emotions and even my feelings with you. From my super random friends who make my life fun, to my own love life! My story starts now!
In my very own diary.
Dear Diary,
So how exactly do you start something like this? How do you start it right for Pete's sake?
Or as one of my bff's, A&A addict, says, for Peeta's sake!!
A&A is my art buddiE who also has a blog. You know her as LG! She's another biggy in my life along with my two EQUALLY IMPORTANT besties, D & W. Along with them, comes Uncle A, Nel, Amester, Mackenzie, Kat, V Perfect, Hail, and me! The one and only, secret source!!
OMG! Today during 6th period, the other 6th grade class was playing a game called last man standing where you try to pull other people's flags. There is this kid code-named Rocco Nicholas and he was running from Peyton Tyes. He was running, running, running a lil' more... than - BAM! Peyton pulled his flag and Rocca toppled over. As Peyton Pulled his flag... wait for it... He accidently pants him!!! It was LOL histarical!!
And a bit gross...
Wow, look at the time! I wonder if this is what you call starting right. It's getting kinda late and my parents would kill me it they knew what I was doing.
Post a comment on if you think this is starting right, and maybe even some tips!
Catcha' lata, and wish me luck in the real world!!!
Saying good bye for the day,
**•The Secret Source•**
"Shhh!"
... You're lucky!!
This blog was created for me to share my emotions and even my feelings with you. From my super random friends who make my life fun, to my own love life! My story starts now!
In my very own diary.
Dear Diary,
So how exactly do you start something like this? How do you start it right for Pete's sake?
Or as one of my bff's, A&A addict, says, for Peeta's sake!!
A&A is my art buddiE who also has a blog. You know her as LG! She's another biggy in my life along with my two EQUALLY IMPORTANT besties, D & W. Along with them, comes Uncle A, Nel, Amester, Mackenzie, Kat, V Perfect, Hail, and me! The one and only, secret source!!
OMG! Today during 6th period, the other 6th grade class was playing a game called last man standing where you try to pull other people's flags. There is this kid code-named Rocco Nicholas and he was running from Peyton Tyes. He was running, running, running a lil' more... than - BAM! Peyton pulled his flag and Rocca toppled over. As Peyton Pulled his flag... wait for it... He accidently pants him!!! It was LOL histarical!!
And a bit gross...
Wow, look at the time! I wonder if this is what you call starting right. It's getting kinda late and my parents would kill me it they knew what I was doing.
Post a comment on if you think this is starting right, and maybe even some tips!
Catcha' lata, and wish me luck in the real world!!!
Saying good bye for the day,
**•The Secret Source•**
"Shhh!"
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