Schoool...

Hey y'all, it's been a while, hasn't it? I can't believe I've had this blog for more than a year now, it feels like just last week I started it up. We've been through much, and I don't depend as much on this blog anymore like I used to.

So I'm almost done with middle school, and it's killing me how close I am to high school. Truth be told, I'm really upset about possibly moving from the comforts of MMS TO MHS, and I might not even go there. I've been in the MS schools since kindergarden, and me getting up, moving somewhere else and starting over was never part of my agenda. I'm not the best person when it comes to starting over and making friends and all that fun stuff. I know LG is going to Bishop Kenny which is out of the question. Amy is heading to Palm de Verde High, close to home, and I'll never forget my Ivory! My W is uncertain like me, just the fact we're departing our nest at MS. It's hard for me to start over somewhere else and it scares me that I'm gonna be a loner like in my nightmares.

I'm hoping W and I end up together just like in kinder. Her moving away is hard, but I know it's for the good. Just because we went from .31 miles to 10 doesn't distance our relationship and that's all that matters. I know my life won't end when I may go to Indian Mountains (Indian is what and Opposite of Mountains, you'll figure it out), or like Stanton, or even maybe staying home at MS, but it hurts to start over, like Rachael with her ghosts. Just pray for me and the decision my parents chose.

No matter what happens in ninth grade, I hope you all know we're never gonna leave each other. I miss talking to you through blog-talk, and maybe in a month I'll be back.

❤➕😜,

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Sicknesses, Friend Fusses, and dead lizards

Dear Diary,

Today I woke up and learned I got sick. Probably a collection and mixture of my friends'. My nose is super stuffy, I keep coughing, and I have a sore throat... It really stinks.

And then I still have this weird feeling on my hand...

So I was going through the junk we have at home for this organization called Jump 'n Jax where you bring stuff that you don't want and you bring it to this place where other people can buy it if they want. Its sorta like Goodwill, but more expensive and you get your stuff back if no one buys it.

Anyways, I was going through this huge cardboard box with a bunch a tossed stuff in it that was in the den/exercise room/library. I finally got to the bottom of it, and I wasn't really looking at it much. And then I pulled out something that I had no idea what it was. It was a skeleton of a dead lizard!!!

I repeat: A DEAD LIZARD SKELETON!!!!!!!!!

So I did what a normal person would do. I screamed and threw it across the room. Normal, right?

It was gross, and I kept panicking for like, three hours. It was GROSS!!

Save me.

But luckily, after yesterday's incident with Kat and W, I got to spend about an hour with W. I guess it's k, but that's what I thought last time when she was with Amester... "Artwork" is still echoing in my ears...

Sometimes I wonder if I'm like that to V Perfectionist. I gotta be more careful about that...

Speaking of being careful, LG you better watch what you say, woman!!!!! Jeez, my head hurts from yelling today...

I need rest!!! Too many thoughts hurt my brain.

Catcha' lata,


*•The Secret Source•*
"Shhh!!!"